What is the value of college education?

A lot of people out there are desperately using this title as the great question for their lives. What is the value of college education? What is the point of getting your BS degree? Why should I go to college after highschool? Do I have enough education to stand alone in this world?


My friends, eventhough we are living in the 21st century, in when the rapid rise of technology is getting more and more, a lot of people out there are still wondering if their high school degrees are enough to earn them a good life. The truth is that high school can not give you *%&^. Yes you can be a worker who spends greate amount of calories just for a little pay. You can work three jobs and still be able to pay for your rent, but why 3?


I, was once like them, struggling about the college life, questioning myself about the reasons to go to college. Only when I was there, I knew that college was needed. There are a lof of things that you can only get in college. There are many excersises that you can only be trained in college. And only there, you can find your first love.


*%&^ highschool. U get nothing from that. We are so young and innocent in highschool, I mean most of us. But comparing a cunning highschool kid with a flunk out college guy is joke. That is why you need to go to college.


The greatest lesson that you learn in college is that you can either get your jobs done by working hard, or simply just cheating. "I cheated in highschool too." Hell yeah, but that was just a brief taste of power. In college the threat might not come from the instructors, or the TAs, but from the guys sit next to you, or may be your best friends who will not let you break the *&% curve. I love the quote from Batman Begins when Liam Neeson said :"If someone stands in the way of true justice... you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart." They will not just stab, but shoot you in the head and stay for while just to make sure that you will not get up. However, when you are able to fool all of them, you will be a great post presidential stand up guy with 8 years of material. So first lesson in college that you can apply to the real world is that, "Do not get caught".

There are more that you can learn in college such as how to party appropriately. When my friend, David Donley, described about the college life the used only line, parking, football, and sex. The greatest part of your college life is party. You park your car to get into the party, watch football while you are in th eparty, and have sex after the party. There is no party like college party with beer, weeds and sex such as there is no sex as great as sex in a college party. You scream, you sweat, sometimes get dehydrated and you have fun. There is not such a great routine like the routine that you have in college when you just go to class, eat, back to dorm have sex and sleep. BUt why sex? We can have our real love. Yes. You are old and wise enough right now to find a girl friend. They are all educated, hot, sometimes, and really experienced. YOu can now see real love story in college in which you love each other, and then one day just dump your boyfriends and say that you were wrong. Or some great love stories in which you turn your girl friend in to a free cheap prostitute. That's the greatest love ever.

Also please do not forget that the first lesson you can learn in college is that you can ditch class anytimes you want. There is no more parental control over your head. There is no more "make sure you are the gate at 3 so that I can pick you up" schedule. You are free. You are not going to school? You parents do not know. You sleep in class? The instructors do not care. And you want to get out of the class early or come to class late, be my guest as long as you do not wake your sleeping friends up.

And now you might wonder, what about my education? Yeah, education is great. You will have the greatest 2 years to study about a lot of stuffs that when you look at them and say :" Men, I am not going to need that for the rest of my life." When you get into college, and you are sucess, you might turn in two kinds of people. If you are lucky enough, you migh become a friendly guy, who can become friend with anyone on campus just to make sure that you can have all the info of your friends so that you can put them down when u can. You might unfortunately become an anti social one who just stays in the corner of the libray read, read, and read until you are passed out and realize that the amout of glucose and oxygen is not enough to support your melting brain, or simply become a dead man walking with the greatest 21st century technologies for isolating you from your social life, and we called it IPOD.

Dam, college life is harsh. Hell yeah. Papers will be finished at 4 AM because you spent 6 hours before writing it to chat with your friends. You stay up all night long to study for your midterms because you spent the whole week to party. But trust me my friends, if you can drink, get high, and have sex everyday along with getting an A in your physics class, I do not care which way u took to get it, then you qualities are testified. You are really ready, to kick some asses.

Do not read

Working. Yes first time in a long time I am working, helping people how to figure out their rate constants at all kind of shitty temperatures, or how to solve a math problem. There is an old saying that working is glorious, and so it is. You would never know how many ideas, even crazy ones, can pop out of your head when you actually work, not just sitting on our lazy asses and talk on the phone with some imaginary friends, telling people that your boss has treated you wrong.So you might ask, ok wat is the great idea you get today? More cheating, or some phylosophy about prostitution? No my friends. Even I am still not able to talk to the girl I like in my genomic class, even I do not have a hot smoky girl friend right now, I am done with prostitution. Using money to F*&& a girl right now with me is just cruel, WOW you cant imagine u just hear that huh? yeah, seriously I am sick and tired of talking about whores because u know, overall they are whores, there is not thing much left to talk about them unless u want to marry them. So wat is great idea I have today? My friends. I have to let's you know that if you are really a moral person, or a very aggressive philosopher, or may simply be under 18, please stop. Go watch porn, masterbate until you can not feel anything or do something that matters to your life. I say that because wat I am going to say may be so horrified that you can, like SNL says, jizz in your pants. I was helping a girl who I kept calling her in a wrong name, in math and suddenly a thought occur to me. I was telling her about how to do good in math and the thought just poped out of my head and gaved such a great anxiety to write this note. She was having trouble in doing math. I helped her to solve one problem and asked her do it again by herself. Then she told me that another math tutor had told her the same thing. WTF is that? Do it again. Yes, with math, you have to do it all over again. Even if someone explains it to you and you understand a load of shit out of it, but still the thought is not yours. The way that they took is not yours. You listened, understood, yet the real question is can you redo it? May be, may be not. Why? Easy. Because what they did is they lead you steps by steps to solve the problems. Each steps is easy and you can understand it. However to solve a math problem, you need to intergrate every single simple steps to one and figure out the big picture. Everybody can understand the simple steps, everybody knows the basic shit, but to compine the knowledge, mix all the shit to solve the problem is as big as the problem itself. Let's me give you an analogy. Everybody knows that the screw driver can be used to screw stuffs. The hammer can be used to hit on the head of the nails and the tables are made of wood. But if I give you the nails, hammer, screw driver and wood, can you make the table? So how can you learn? You understand the standard steps, try to intergrate the basic steps and create by youself the whole picture. How can you do that in math? The answer is simple. Do it again. Yes keep doing the same style math problem can not only help you to understand the problem better, regconize it on the the test but it also can give you the power to develop your own strategy in solving other problems. From single steps, you can create small bases and use them to solve the bigger problems. Then the feeling that you cant do math will be gone. The obsession of being afraid of math will be gone. You will feel more confident in doing math. Yes all start with "do it again".Now we can apply it to other things, like Physics and Chemistry or even biology. But one thing I really want to talk about and which really close to the math is about ... killing people.Hell yeah. wat do you get when you think about killing people? yes it's bad, it's dirty, it scares the shit out of you. Wat willl you do after you kill someone? How soon can police trace it back to you? Yah that's scary. The bloody things are dirty. BUt wat happen you u can "do it again"? Now you can see that, u can take one life any time you want either by kidnapp them and cut them into pieces, or shoot them in the face while they walking, or simply just pour concentrated HCl to their faces when they are sleeping. When you do it again you have more experience. That's why you can look at the history and see that most of the murderers that can not be caught were serial killers. They killed, they cut, they smashed and they vanished. Just like nothing. Why? Because they can do it again. They knew how to kill with a knife. They knew how to strangle someone with a rope, or a plastic bag. But in order to actually do it, it's hard like hell. There are tons of things thati can happen unexpectedly. So just like math, in the second time, you can intergrate everything better because you have the base, you have a certain real experience in doing that, and you have more confidence. The more confidence you have, the better the job you do. Now you can sneak into someone house quitely, slowly take your gun out while watching the couple having sex, say hello to them after they get climax, and shoot them to the head (Scence from Mr Brook movie). Now all the thinking about dirty, scary and police shit will abayance from your mind. You feel like a god and you want to do it again and again. I can not tell if killing people actually give you high or is addicted like in "Mr Brook", but I know if you can do it again, you will do it better. If you cant, haiz, you r gay."so wat the f*%& do u want to say man? We want to hear sth deep?" Greg might jump up his ass like a dry pussy and ask me that question. So here is the take home messageS.If you are going to kill someone, please, practice. If you cant not practice it, please dont do it. If you can not practice and really want to do it, go kill yourself. Why? Because if you fail in killing someone, we will loose one tax payer, yeah either way, we will have to pay the fucking police to investigate that, the judge to judge you, and waste a lot of more tax payers' money to build a fucking prison for you, and may be more money for buying the bullets for shooting u. So please, when u do sth, do it well, stoping wasting people stuffs.The second message is for the investigator. if you invest some cases, please complete it. dont let it becomes cold because as you know, they, the murderers, will be better when they "do it again".Note: I might come back to prostitution someday.

Cheating is fun

I realy dont know when, why and how people like to criticize cheating. So many people have looked at cheating with negative perspectives espcially in marriage. Let's talk to students' parents about cheating, or priests, or any philosophers that u can think of, you will hear them complain about cheating is immoral, bad, not very good. And if you talk about a man who cheated, then they might pop a quote like :"What's wrong with that guy?" I say :'What's wrong with you people?"Since when and where cheating becomes bad. I dont know, but it has been accepted as a negative thing just like lying and killing. Culture after culture those things are looked under the same microscropes and the reports are pretty much the same. However if you look back to history, you will see, cheating is very common, people believe in so many cheaters. Take one example is the church. Yes that is the biggest cheaters of all time. They lied, made up shit about god, Jesus, and all the stuffs. And what happend to them? They are great. Just as great as god. Moreover u can see people like to cheat. So many great leaders of many countries are cheaters, as Bush, as far as you can tell. Why is that? Lets take an analogy. Everybody knows that alcohol is bad, why do the keep drinking? Why is marajuana legal in Amsterdam? Because they get us high. They give us the feeling that we cant normally get in anything. That is why we do it. That is why it is fun.Take off all your long live education pre-made about cheating and look at it with a fresh mind. What did happen to you when you try to sneak out of class, or cheat on the test, or lie to your parents about something? You feel great, you feel big. Everytime we can cross over anyone, we feel big, like god. Your andrenaline level rises up. excite your excitatory systems, and give you a great feeling. Yes it might not be as great as a climax, but it is great. So, you can see that if you can take off all the moral things about cheating, cheating is just like alcohol, drugs or anything that you might need sometimes in your life to change you feeling a bit. As I said, many great things, like the church, in the world were cheaters. But why are they still great? The answer is simply simple just like the simplicity of legalization of prostitution in Nevada. As long as people dont know that they are cheated, or they dont think that they are cheated, then cheating is just a car you can drive, a drink you can drink, or a fast food you can eat.Lets me bring you to the area where cheating has been talked a lot, marriage. I really dont know since when and why people assume that someone cheats on his/her wife/husband is bad. I would say no. Why is it bad? It is ok for us to buy a new coat and abandon our last week new coat but not ok for us to have sex with another guy after we have been tired of our 10 years sex partner. I dont think so. If you go deep down into the reason of those two actions, they are both the same. Stop yelling, and think. Open your mind. Everybody can tell that if you have sex with the same partner, in the same room at the same time, your climax will reduce, that is for sure. It is just like using drugs. The more u use it, the more doses you need. It will get to the point that the climax level reaches its threshold, and you wont get anymore pleasure from that. My friends, that is where all the "looking for new partner" begins. NOw you can see that when you abandon your last week shirt, your reason is the same as you look for another sex partner. You need something new, something that can give you pleasure. Many neurologists can argue that you guys can have vacation, or have sex in different enviroments. Yes that is true. But the same person with the same technique is the main reason that turns you off. Also vacation is quite expensive. So what is wrong if you have sex with someone else, but still love your partner? Cheating is... FUN. It is not only fun because you get new climax but also you feel great when you can cheat your old partner. He/she, in your eyes, looks like a "noob". The more the horn on his/her head grows, the better you feel. As long as you can hide it, and still love, responsible to your partner, it is good, just like the church. Lets have a minute a think it through. You live in the world, now, which has so many pressure. Your jobs, bills, kids drive you nut. You need something that help you to releive from all of that. Alcohol? Bad for your liver, cigarrette? Bad for you lung. Drugs? Dude, it's gonna f*&^ up your entire brain. My best advice for you is sex. First of all it makes you feel god. Second of all, everytime you have sex, it consume the engery like you do excerise for 45 minutes, gernerally calculated. So why not. And if you get tired of your old partner, then have sex with a new one. You also should not make it such a big deal if you husband or wife do the same. As long as you still love, responsible and take care of each other, then everything is good. Think about it as a new car, new shirt, or anthing that you can buy for your partner. Confusion says that we all have animality side and humanity side. The drive for sex is belong to animality part of human. What happen if after a long night with pleasure, you still have the love for you husband who is always there for you, a good listener, a man? Yes, you get it. Your love will be brought into another level. Your human side grows stronger and you can see what u need. And lets me tell u guys, of your wife still love u after having sex with another young hot man, then her love is testified, and you should be happy because you have a real true love.I remember an old saying that you can only see your true self at the brick of destruction. Like I like to say, you can do immoral things, but not inhuman. We should know that morality is more objective than humanity. So my friends, whoever have a chance to read this journal, open your mind. Think about that, think it through. If you dont get it, think it twice. If you still dont get it, then you are gay - LOL. I hope that when you think it through, and understand the meaning of what I said, then may be it is not too late for you to buy a hot, young, teen prostitute for your husband or wife as a christmas gift. Marry christmas to all my friends, we are, overall, cheaters.

A thought

"I don't need a reason to live because I don't have any reason to die." Vinh TranAfter a sleepless night with 3 lab reports play boxxing with my head, I finally wrapped up all the shit. So I met that quote. A great quote from a young, never met friend of mine. Sometimes a great quote can make my empty stomach full, and when it is full I have to write down all the shit to make sure that my digestion is still good.A reason to live is what we all have, an illusion that we create to bind ourself to the earth, stop us from falling out of the cruel spinning world, just like gravity. Just like gravity cost us the freedom to journey around the world, our reasons cost us the freedom to live our lives. Have you ever asked yourselft that what is the reason of life of an 10 tons killer whale who does nothing but swimming, eating, fucking, and then gg? I dont know if animals have reason for their lives, because as Khong Tu said, I am not them. But I can assure one thing that they dont need a reason to live. They were born, grown and then died. What is the reason of that? U might argue that they live for the avoidance of distinction of their species. Really? How do you know that? HOw do you know that the lion has the satelite running around their heads and know that their species are going to extinct? And if you argue that, please let me know of the reason of live of a few snow leopards in the high mountain. What are their reasons?Lets me tell you this, animals do not have reason to live. They live, reproduce and then death. Just like cells inside them. That is a natural life, a natural way to live, to survive on this earth. Life and death are all but natural part of living. There is no need reason for both of them. The cells were born, growth, gone through over couple of mitosis until their telomere got too short, and then died. They die a peacful death which is call apoptosis, just like old elephants move to the specific area when they know their time is come. That how nature raise us, teach us and nurture us.But we, human, bring so much shit into this life. We brought the reasons for our lives. I have to live because my wife cant afford to raise my children. I have to live to become a doctor so that I can help people around the world. There are tetra tons of reason that people have to live their live. Those make them great, though seal their fates. We become a virus to this world, a leech which does not want to stop leaking the blood. We are parasites not to the world, or it's nutrient, but to our own fates. We thrive on our hope, crash other wishes, and leaking off the balance of the world. If Jesus had to die for the sin of human, that sin was the sin of giving their lives a reason. We build up our own hopes; it makes us great, makes us successful, but never stop us to from asking more for what we need. Reasons after reasons, needs after needs. We create own illusion to make our own nutrient for life, doing that by leaking off the balance of the world, slowly destroy it and gently kill it. HUman is just like a bacteria to the world, and when the bacteria getting so powerful, they become cancers. We all come in to the world, slowly infect it, and then sudden knock out its PC53 gene. People become cancer to the world, metastatize everwhere, building their own blood vessel with the reasons of life, and slowly burn down the earth. If i can only love one man in this world, I would love Buddah. Unlike some stupid relegion guys who call himself the son of the father of all humans, and live to help people, BUddah lived a life with no reason. Yeah, that sucks, that a life of a looser. But it all depends on what kind of looser winner that is talking. Everything with Buddah is zero. But he did not commit suicide simply because he had no reason to live. He just lived the live that nature gave him, just live it, look at it, and then put it away. No why, no how. JUst a live.When we give a reason for our lives, we not only seal its fate with a specific pathway, but a specific painful pathway. I have to live because I need to take care of my mom, therefore I need to go to medical school, therefore I have to do what ever it takes to get straigth A, cut some people open, and when I screw up, I have to do anything just to keep my status so that I can take care of my mom. Like I said, that shield makes us great, protects us, but limits us in just a narrow way of life. Just like your eyes. Your eyes can see a lot of things, but u always use it to focus on something. They call it the focus point. Everything out side that focus point is blurry, dark, and sometimes, invisible. LIke an old saying that if u step one step back, you see a greater bigger sky. Limiting our ways of life is stopping us from enjoy the real happiness of our lives. Yes, you are rich, you have hot girls sleep with you every night. But what do u get after those climax? Nothing. Just an empty hollow feeling inside you. Yes you are happy with your new Lamborghini, but how long can that happiness last? I dont know, may be days. I really dont know how it will feel if u can live like buddah, because I mysefl still limiting my own life to the reasons. I really cant tell how to get rid of al the reasons, and just live a life with life itself. But I hope, I will find it soon...