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Working. Yes first time in a long time I am working, helping people how to figure out their rate constants at all kind of shitty temperatures, or how to solve a math problem. There is an old saying that working is glorious, and so it is. You would never know how many ideas, even crazy ones, can pop out of your head when you actually work, not just sitting on our lazy asses and talk on the phone with some imaginary friends, telling people that your boss has treated you wrong.So you might ask, ok wat is the great idea you get today? More cheating, or some phylosophy about prostitution? No my friends. Even I am still not able to talk to the girl I like in my genomic class, even I do not have a hot smoky girl friend right now, I am done with prostitution. Using money to F*&& a girl right now with me is just cruel, WOW you cant imagine u just hear that huh? yeah, seriously I am sick and tired of talking about whores because u know, overall they are whores, there is not thing much left to talk about them unless u want to marry them. So wat is great idea I have today? My friends. I have to let's you know that if you are really a moral person, or a very aggressive philosopher, or may simply be under 18, please stop. Go watch porn, masterbate until you can not feel anything or do something that matters to your life. I say that because wat I am going to say may be so horrified that you can, like SNL says, jizz in your pants. I was helping a girl who I kept calling her in a wrong name, in math and suddenly a thought occur to me. I was telling her about how to do good in math and the thought just poped out of my head and gaved such a great anxiety to write this note. She was having trouble in doing math. I helped her to solve one problem and asked her do it again by herself. Then she told me that another math tutor had told her the same thing. WTF is that? Do it again. Yes, with math, you have to do it all over again. Even if someone explains it to you and you understand a load of shit out of it, but still the thought is not yours. The way that they took is not yours. You listened, understood, yet the real question is can you redo it? May be, may be not. Why? Easy. Because what they did is they lead you steps by steps to solve the problems. Each steps is easy and you can understand it. However to solve a math problem, you need to intergrate every single simple steps to one and figure out the big picture. Everybody can understand the simple steps, everybody knows the basic shit, but to compine the knowledge, mix all the shit to solve the problem is as big as the problem itself. Let's me give you an analogy. Everybody knows that the screw driver can be used to screw stuffs. The hammer can be used to hit on the head of the nails and the tables are made of wood. But if I give you the nails, hammer, screw driver and wood, can you make the table? So how can you learn? You understand the standard steps, try to intergrate the basic steps and create by youself the whole picture. How can you do that in math? The answer is simple. Do it again. Yes keep doing the same style math problem can not only help you to understand the problem better, regconize it on the the test but it also can give you the power to develop your own strategy in solving other problems. From single steps, you can create small bases and use them to solve the bigger problems. Then the feeling that you cant do math will be gone. The obsession of being afraid of math will be gone. You will feel more confident in doing math. Yes all start with "do it again".Now we can apply it to other things, like Physics and Chemistry or even biology. But one thing I really want to talk about and which really close to the math is about ... killing people.Hell yeah. wat do you get when you think about killing people? yes it's bad, it's dirty, it scares the shit out of you. Wat willl you do after you kill someone? How soon can police trace it back to you? Yah that's scary. The bloody things are dirty. BUt wat happen you u can "do it again"? Now you can see that, u can take one life any time you want either by kidnapp them and cut them into pieces, or shoot them in the face while they walking, or simply just pour concentrated HCl to their faces when they are sleeping. When you do it again you have more experience. That's why you can look at the history and see that most of the murderers that can not be caught were serial killers. They killed, they cut, they smashed and they vanished. Just like nothing. Why? Because they can do it again. They knew how to kill with a knife. They knew how to strangle someone with a rope, or a plastic bag. But in order to actually do it, it's hard like hell. There are tons of things thati can happen unexpectedly. So just like math, in the second time, you can intergrate everything better because you have the base, you have a certain real experience in doing that, and you have more confidence. The more confidence you have, the better the job you do. Now you can sneak into someone house quitely, slowly take your gun out while watching the couple having sex, say hello to them after they get climax, and shoot them to the head (Scence from Mr Brook movie). Now all the thinking about dirty, scary and police shit will abayance from your mind. You feel like a god and you want to do it again and again. I can not tell if killing people actually give you high or is addicted like in "Mr Brook", but I know if you can do it again, you will do it better. If you cant, haiz, you r gay."so wat the f*%& do u want to say man? We want to hear sth deep?" Greg might jump up his ass like a dry pussy and ask me that question. So here is the take home messageS.If you are going to kill someone, please, practice. If you cant not practice it, please dont do it. If you can not practice and really want to do it, go kill yourself. Why? Because if you fail in killing someone, we will loose one tax payer, yeah either way, we will have to pay the fucking police to investigate that, the judge to judge you, and waste a lot of more tax payers' money to build a fucking prison for you, and may be more money for buying the bullets for shooting u. So please, when u do sth, do it well, stoping wasting people stuffs.The second message is for the investigator. if you invest some cases, please complete it. dont let it becomes cold because as you know, they, the murderers, will be better when they "do it again".Note: I might come back to prostitution someday.